is a nice date that i not even met it before . haha
she finally accepted me as her partner .
here is the starting point for us to get in a new relationship.
i love her a lot , i promised her a lot , i hope i can change all the attitude that should be change for myself , i trust her , i wish her be happy for all the times , hope she can share all the things that she cannot solve with me , hope that i m the one who important to her for sometimes , hope that she is the one who treat me sincere (not like others , the omg ! ) , i got so many hopes.. haha . sound like very over ! muahaha
from the day that i decided to chase her start , i promised myself that i will treat her nicely and appreciate on everything that she show me . She is the only one i love and i hope that she will be also the last one for me until the end of my life . (i know this is the rubbbish thinking for her but then i really hope so >is 2+ yr old for now , i should plan everything for myself ,should stop playing around and work hard for my future , u know that i m kind of the ppl who ngai alot and hope to win on everything , to prove that i m the one who really can successs so i should plan everything < the planned for me is not only the rubbish , i hope it will be the right one ! ) =)
she doest give me any stress when i m with her . I learned a lot from her .
i had learned to be more patient on everything , not to be careless , not to be selfish , not to me so abondon , not to be ngai ....alot a lot ... i heart her ! haha
hope that she is the right one for me ! and i promise that i wont make her dissapointed on everything about me once she is still with me ....until the end .....of my life ......
wow...seriously lack of sleep for nowaday
quite stress for my work for sometimes and some stuff that always stuck in my mind that only know by myself .
enjoy the few day that flies with dlen and jiaki , non stop shopping .
quite excited when the time i success to bought something for my love one although it not really an expensive stuff . hope that she will love it a lot
time to fight for my final , the few day for me is enough for me to relax my mind . hope that i got the new idea for my final .
between , i cant stop thinking and waiting for the back of my loved one . hahaha .
hope to see her soon .(quite miss her for sometimes)
but then it s still the same . nothing that changed . nothing that special .
muahahaha . everyday keep on gambling . everyday the same people. look like everything changed after v grow year by year . social ?there no more social . everything changed .
within this three day , got 1 question that keep on thinking by me and also asking about it .
i know i crazy to the max. this is my attitude although that i know what will happened after that . Although i know that the answer that i get will totally killing me hard ! but then i wont regret for it .. at least i got tried ! i tried !!! i love her . i love myself too .
The knowledge for me on chasing a girl is totally poor . I keep on said those word that will make someone misunderstand because the word i using is totally noob ! yea i know ! =)
The girl who is the girl who make me fall in a deep love toward her ! MexXxxx Txx !
ya apologize to u sincerely . hope that u wont angry me . i know is my fault . i m not trying to force u .
i not means it , but i know my action that show out for u make u feel it .
i love you .
just keep on selfish thinking wanna to be with you .
i never give u the time for thinking .
i dint give u the time to breath .
hehe .. its my fault ! sorry , i love u with my true heart ! pit bob .. pit bob.. pit bob.. pit bob .. is the sound that i can heard from my heart ! is u .. make out the sound effect ! crazy me !
i should stop everything . cheer it up !
relax all the way .
rush on the wrong way will kill all the thing . yea i know !
that why ..
i promise that i will try my best ... not try ... is must ... must change my those bad attitude to the good attitude that will give u a trust , believe ....and confident . i will make sure that u wont regret if u be with me .. i will prove it !
but then .. it will take sometime , just to be honest .
between , about girls ..... i aint flexible at all .
whatever ? yea , exactly ... beside.. my whatever will kill me !
everything just be whatever for me .. i like to say whatever to the gal .
hehe !
flexible . i m not ! the love of me to her is totally more than the love on me toward my hair ... means that how much i care my hair .. and this show out that how much i love u ! melissa tan ..
i promise that will help her on smth before ,
but i think she already forget it .
but what that i already promise surely that i will do it nicely .. i wont broke it !
She is not tall enough but she is also not short at all --conclusion: balance
She is slim for others but SHE is actually fat for me -- shhh ... i know she will angry once she saw this ! but then i like her much than what i can say .
Sometimes , she is quite talkative (seem like not for sometimes but is for all the time XD) , but without her talkative , i will feel boringness .
The she give me lots of happiness nowaday although WE are keep perli each other all the time !
She is friendly enough . Thats why she like by all the friends and full of the guys who like to join her .
She love chatting ,she likes to chat around with her friends . ( but then i like to jealous although i know i din`t have the chance to get into jealousy )
She playful enough , play around with her friends . (of course sometimes i will feel unhappy ,but then who cares ? i can`t do anythings because i `m not her bf =) eventhough i`m her bf also i can`t try to control her wad . right ?! social life . WE ARE STILL YOUNG !
She is the so called strong girl that full of hope .
She love design , she play hard on anythings of her design works ! i like this because i`m also the one who love design lots ! ahaha !
Between , she is hardworking enough( x100000000).............unlimits than ME because i `m quite lazy . (She can just because of rushing her work and try don`t to sleep for the 24 hour but i trust that i can`t ! XD)
She ... she is the one who full of imagination . am i ? (designer wad , have to get in crazy and crazy on ur design )
I like to complain her that she is always the ~`da xiao jie ` (she is but also not fully as . She know alots , she can handle all the things by herself although she is alone in KL .DAMN ENVY LA GAL ! )
She likes story ( but is the story from peoples ) especially the story from me muahahahhahaha ! am i right? ( but no more ya after this ! )
She damn hate peoples trying to broke promise on her . ( So that i`m trying not to be the one who broke the promise because at last, sorry is no cuel. )
She damn like to call peoples as noobie . (but then i like the way she call me so because think for the past of me , i `m really noob )
She......
sometimes of course she will try to be insane (hope that she can change it )
She......
likes to say that i `m not really know her well ( i know u well gal just i don`t try to show it )
She......
not easy to chase (ahhahaha XD i feel so )
She......
She........
She..........is not my gf . She is the girl who made me changed a lots . super thanks to SHE .
She..........makes me fall deep and deep towards her ( i won`t regret on everything i said . i promise .
She............can be my everything .(because she same as me love Design love Family )
She.............is the one who can made my life more into meaningfull life on this moment and also the moment always get into full stop at here , no more and no more after that .
fall into the deep sea , u cant even find me . imagine that i`m fly top in the sky , u cant even touch me . u shout on me , i cant even hear it . u scold on me , i wont even mind it . until the day u tell me u fall deep towards me , only i will care it ! wtF that i trying to post here ?meaningless .
