you are the only

again something trouble was happened on us ,

its the same mistake that i repeat again on this time .

because of my stubborn,

because of my sensitive,

because of my attitude ,

u finally give up toward me .

i know i promise u before that once it happened again i will only accept the decision u make .

i know i should keep the promise but then i hav to say sorry about that because i say the wrong thing , i really need sometimes to change . no one who know i will repeat it again in 3 day time .

i dun hope such thing happened on me too .

i know u already try ur best to give me a lot of chance ,

i love you,

its my fault that i din appreciate it .

i just hope that things will got the turning point , i really dunwan to los u .

as i say i promise that i will change it within a week time or 2 week time .

u know most of the time i dun means it but then my word that really too hurt u .

i apologize about it .

i din means to treaten u , just the way i talk . omg ! i hate myself much until i dunno how to explain to u .

i m regret on wad i said to u . that time .

i m always protect u .

i worry u all the time .

i hope can be the angle for u always .

i m so selfish , i hope that i m ur prince ! =)

i hope i can be the one who always acc u when u are alone although i know u used to be alone .

i hope i can cook for u when u are busy .

i hope i m the one who u will call when i insomia or nightmare , but i dun hope u will get this kind of thing happen again la because i dunwan my dear so scare and cant get into sleeep . =)

i hope i m the one who can always draw for u .

i hope i m the one who can share everything with u .

i hope i m the one who can help u tidy ur thing .

i hope that i m the one who can plan everything with u .

so many the hope and the hope...

i wish all the hope can be real .

v got a lot of memories .

do u still remember ?

try to recall back .. v are actually can stay smoothly and happily .

v are actually a perfect couple .

just always the same thing happened , my bad attitude which always cause it ! i hate myself much ! now only i regret ! i know that too late for me .

but i really hope that u will try to give me a chance . i will prove all the thing .

v are couple wad, v planned a lot , not so easy to let a good one away from us right ?

everything v can solve right ?

just need the time for us to calm down and settle it right ?

no one of the couple which will broke so easily one ma right ?

try to be consider okay ?

glad to hav the chance be ur bf , its my pleasure .

dun feel any stress when read this kay ?

just try to be relax okay ?

a lot of them who really look good on us my dear ...

i dun hope the relationship that gain by us together gone so easily .

v work hard for this , v just cant waste it just because for the stuff okay ?

trust me ,

i will work harder and harder for all the thingy .

i will arrange all the thing .

and dun worry ,

i like to say smth but i really din mean it .

i will try not to say those sensitive okay ?

i will never leave u alone .

and i never chg my mind , i will still go sg even that i told u that i dunwan to go .

so dun worry okay ?

i m a gentleman i wont throw u alone seriously .

dear . i miss u badly but then i not really dare to find u anymore .

i scare that i m annoying for u .

hope that i m not actually .

i so feel want to hug u right now .

love u from the bottom of my heart ! its truth !

let us work hard again for continue our this relationship okay ????

marry to me as my gf for this moment, okay ? but marry to me as my wife in the future that dunno by us , okay ?

<3

i heart you , MELISSA TAN

by UR SO CALLED PUI AR PUI ....

THE DAY I WENT TO KL FOR YOU

well , i done a crazy action for only want to accompany u that day .

actually i planned wanna back to hometown on that time but then suddenly smth pop out in my mind tell me that i miss you lot and i want to accompany u my dear...

thats why i try my best to get myself go to kl on that day .

yea , few day few night that i been there .

although v less outing and all the time was in home for work but i feel that it quite happy actually . this because the person i together is with u .

v enjoy all the time , v do our own work together .

v cook .

v chit chat .

so fun right ?

the happiest moment sure is the cooking lesson from u to me ! hahahhahaa .

i dunno how to cut potato ! omg !!!!!!dun laugh at me pls .

i miss the moment that u suddenly call me pui ar pui ... lol ! so funny .

i love to hug u .

and i keep complain to u that why all the time i been home .

hahahha ! pls dun mind about it okay ?

i know u try ur best to bring me out on the last 2 night !

i know u try to bring me for movie at the last night !

dear,

actually u no need to do so because i m just say it .

i m so happy together with u .

and i dun mind that always at home u know ? i saja want kapsiao u la ! hahahaha

between , the movie that intro by u really nice la !

somemore because of i say want go klcc then how tired u are but u still bring mr to klcc for only the lunch ! u do lot for me ! i appreciate it !

u love the mickey that draw by me to u ?

got paste it on ur wall ? hahahhaa

thanks for the drawing stuff ya !

u late to coll also because of me , i fall as sleeep ! actually i told u that i will wake u up because i tot i just want to look on u when u sleep . manatau i too tired already ... sorry about that ...

the next day i get the punishment , i m also lack at last i choose to skip it ! omg !!! i promise myself i cant skip anymore . back to puncture collegues life !!!!!xD

i m so happy for all the day actually although i have to do a lot of stuff that i never did at home before at there just like wash all the plate (wa... u always chg the new plate ),tidy ur room when u are in coll (geli lo bawah katil u .. hahahhaa ),sweep the floor when u are still in the sweet dream (wa just realise i really like asam lo ! ) , ppl say want help me wash cloth but at last i hav to wash it by myself and hang it and keep it (wow...tiam lo ) , someone keep order me dafei ar da fei , ni hen hao de ma hor , ke yi bang wo this and that ma (hahahahhaha! i love you ), cook the water (much hor...... many many time that i cook ! is u drink much or me ?!) a lot a lot larrr ... hahahha . bt thanks u for the facial u try to make to me ... really good hor ????

u happy for those moment that together with me ?

for me , i am always happy for that and it still the same will always pop out in my mind . i will recall it all the time and laugh by myself . =)

thats all la ... to be continue =)

love u melissa tan !

chean wei lim