i failed .

again . i cant chill .

for not to make her be dissapointed again , can i just give out whatever i hope and just let her be happy ?

for her .. i m always not that chill .

but then ..

i not means that ..

but what the answer she give to me really hurt a lot thats why i just wanna to tell her ...

at last ..

she will only comment on me that i cant change and chill .

ya .

she dissapoited again and again .

i already try my best .

i know she aint happy at all to together with me .

so can i just give up and just let the everything goes .. maybe this is the way to let her be happy always ?

i hearts her ...